Date: January 15, 2001 Title: New Submission Author: L.C. Sulla Rating: NC-17 all the way, baby! Warning: No kiddies allowed. If you are under 18, find another fic. Classification: MSR Spoilers: Small one from FTF Archive: Ask me first. I'll probably say yes, but I want to know where is so I can visit. Disclaimer: I think not, my friend. I never make money off anything, and definately not from allowing our two favorite sexually repressed friends to have a little fun. CC, 1013, and Fox keep them that way, not me, since they have the power (and the money). Summery: Mulder overhears a fantasy and a confession from Scully. Gasp! What will he do? You guessed it. As if he'd do anything else! Author's note: This is my first fic, so bear with me. Comments to Berkeley@vif.com ********************************************************************** 942-C Wilson St. Washington, D.C. 5:25 pm Scully drove home aggressively, her memory egging her on, her mind working overtime. She had still not lost the crimson hue that her face had assumed some 15 minutes earlier, when she had walked unknowingly into what she now realized must be *the* most embarrassing moment of her life. How was she going to face him, when she saw him next? Unfortunately, that was going to be first thing the next afternoon. Scully had been on a stakeout that night, having been paired with the only other agent, besides Mulder, with whom she had something approaching a friendship. Marie Scott had been her classmate at Quantico, and they had remained in touch afterwards, although they had had little time to see each other since the reality of their workloads had forced an end to their casual social get-togethers. So Scully had been pleased to be assigned to the watch with Agent Scott. Mulder had been scheduled to relieve them with the help of Agent Hopkins at the end of Scully's shift. She knew he was due at 9 pm, but she had been lost in the pleasure of conversation with Agent Scott, and failed to notice the time. So she had not been aware that Mulder had quietly admitted himself to the mostly bare apartment, through the front door, which was out of her line of sight. When Mulder had cleared his throat at the door of the room containing the two Agents and the high powered telescope the FBI had anchored there, Scully had started at the sound. And her ears immediately began to burn. She inwardly cursed her fair complexion which tended to betray her when she was embarrassed. Her mind ran rampant at the sight of his eyes, which were trying to look anywhere *but* into hers', and the slight smile he was trying desperately but unsuccessfully to hide. How much had he heard? Oh, God, just how long had he been standing there? Scully had jumped up, aware that she was undoubtedly acting in a guilty fashion, and quickly informed Mulder off the state of affairs in the operation. She had then, just as quickly, confirmed with him the time of their flight out of D.C. the next morning, and hurriedly bade goodbye to all present, who now included Agent Hopkins. The last thing she heard as she sped out of the apartment, was Hopkins saying, "Did I miss something?" and Mulder's reply of "No. Let's get to work here." Scully pulled her car up into the driveway of her building with a screech of the tires, turned off the engine and just sat there, with her eyes closed and her head down. She did a mental inventory on the topics of conversation that she and Marie had covered near the end of the shift. Just what *might* he have heard? Unfortunately, she knew that the most potentially damaging things they had talked of were all right before Mulder had appeared in the doorway. They had been talking about what they had talked of extensively late at night, in their dorm room at school. Namely, sex, and of course, men. She enjoyed the conversation, as she simply didn't have anyone else who she could talk to about this subject. Her sister was dead, and her only real friend was Mulder, with whom she *never* talked about such things, as the tension in the air between them would always reach for a breaking point whenever they so much as neared the topic. No, she had relished the chance to travel back to the old days, and discuss their hopes and dreams and, well, fantasies with someone she had always trusted and confided in. Marie had been asking if she had ever been able to live out her fantasy of being dominated, directed, being used for pleasure, by a man in bed. Scully had replied that regretfully she had not, but that she had yet to find a lover whom she trusted enough to allow such an event. They had, from there, moved to other related topics, the last of which was eligible men in the Bureau. It was Marie who had brought up Mulder's name. "Come on, Dana," Marie had said, "You can't tell me that you don't find him unbearably hot. I've seen you two in the hallways at work, and the way that you gaze at each other is a dead giveaway. Admit it." Scully had paused, then sighed. "Okay, I do concede that he is a very attractive man. And I won't say that I don't fantasize about him. In fact, he's pretty much the only one these days that I *do* fantasize about. I don't know, maybe it's because I don't have any other men in my life." "But you trust him, don't you?" Marie asked. Scully, not sure where her friend was going with this, said, "Well, yeah, of course! More than anyone alive." "Then why," said Marie, as if it was all very simple, "don't you start something with him? Then, maybe you could finally live out that fantasy of yours! He is *obviously* interested in you." Scully shook her head at this. Marie fixed her friend with a sardonic smiled. "Well, at least I, and half the Bureau with me, see that he *is* into you." Scully's face twisted. "I don't know...its sort of a non-issue with us. Our friendship is enough for us." Marie crossed her arms. "Dana..." Scully changed the subject. The conversation had gone on, in another direction, for less than 2 minutes when Mulder had appeared at the doorway. Now, no matter how hard Scully tried to convince herself otherwise, she knew that there was an incredibly good (no, bad!) chance that her partner had overheard some, if not all, of the sensitive comments voiced. Scully shut her eyes tight and slowly shook her back and forth against the steering wheel. No, this would not do! How could she face him? She sighed again as she settled on her age-old plan of defense. She would simply have to pretend she had never said such things-denial was the only way to go. And they were so practiced at it anyway. Besides, he may not have heard anything anyway. She slowly dragged herself out of the car, despondent, trudged to her apartment, and crawled into bed without a shower or a bite to eat. She'd do those things tomorrow, before she left for the airport in the morning. When she felt more like facing the world. She was sure, knowing Mulder, that whatever he overheard, he would never consider bringing up to her in person. Knowing this, she slept soundly. ********************************************************************** Day's End Motel Stanford, N.C. Three days later 9:30 pm Mulder, for the most part, had been true to her assessment. When they had met at the airport that next morning, everything was as it always was. But, every once in awhile, she caught him watching her, with an oddly blank look on his face. It was something like his "panic" face that he had shown her that day on the roof of the federal building in Dallas, but somehow different, more feral. At one point when she caught him staring at her in such a way, he had stepped close to her, asking her softly if she trusted him. "Implicitly," she had replied,"you know that." He had nodded solemnly, and turned away again to focus on the report he had been reading. Other than these few incidents, all was as it should be. He made his usual lame jokes and one-liners, and, as usual, chattered endlessly about the case at hand. Unfortunately, the case at hand had turned out to be a wash, and they had been there to investigate what was little more than a prank put on by bored local teenagers. Now she was dead tired and looking forward to some relaxation before she and Mulder were due back in Washington. A hot bath was definitely in order. She bid Mulder goodnight, entered her room, and drew the bath. She emerged clean and refreshed, ready to vegetate. She threw on a fresh pair of panties and a small blue to-shirt, lowered the lights a bit, and collapsed backwards onto the bed with a sigh of bliss. Scully lay there for several minutes listening to herself breathe before she noticed the sounds emanating from the next room. She had become accustomed to hearing the moans, gasps, and cries from Mulder's video tapes, especially on the last night of a case. This was probably, she figured, because they tended to be more relaxed when a case had been finished. Of course, the cases rarely turned out to be truly closed, but that was the nature of their work. But this was the first time she had heard them since the night at the stakeout. The sense of embarrassment all flooded back for a moment as she recalled the events of that night. But she pushed these thoughts away. Time to relax, not stress, she told herself. Not for the first time, she found herself wondering what he did when he watched those videos. Was he actually...touching himself in there, just on the other side of the connecting door? The thought made the heat rise to her face, and she felt a pleasant sensation between her legs. Was he...maybe... thinking about her? Doubtful, when those "tapes that weren't his" were filled with his type of women, brunette and big-breasted. But still, the thought made her blush deeper. Her hand stole southwards down her body, coming to a rest at the juncture of her thighs. She pressed her the heel of her hand up against her panties, and wasn't surprised to find them damp to the touch. Oh, hell, why not? she thought. She *was* supposed to be relaxing. She considered getting up and locking the door adjoining her and Mulder's room, but thought better of it. It should always be left unlocked while they were sleeping, for their mutual safety, and she had a habit of falling asleep immediately after her climax. Better to leave it unlocked. Besides, she doubted he'd have reason any time soon to come to her room, from the sounds coming from the other side of the wall. Usually it took quite a bit to tear Mulder from his porn. Scully piled up the pillows on the bed, and settled back on them. Closing her eyes, her hand drifted once more to its place at her core, feeling the heat and wetness there. She pulled off her panties, and allowed her index finger to push through her labia to find her clit and circle it gently. Mulder... She felt a fresh gush of wetness. Her other hand came up to caress her breasts, to pinch at her nipples. A quiet shuddering sigh escaped her. Now she let her finger explore her own opening, while making quick flicks back to the little hard nub of flesh that was beginning to stand on its own. Finally she plunged one, then two, and now three fingers her cunt, imagining Mulder's cock doing the same. She gasped and her hips bucked off the bed. Little moans and purrs were now issuing from her mouth, but she tried, after a particularly loud groan, to keep it down. Her eyes were tightly shut, and she was close, so very close, that she did not notice when the dimly-lit room's shadows shifted due to the opening of the connecting door to her room. She didn't even notice when the door swung all the way open. When she did notice, it was too late. Her fevered eyes fell open on the visage of her partner, who was standing stock-still in the doorway. Mulder was leaning against the doorjamb, mouth open,his breathing shallow. From behind him came the sounds of energetic coupling, louder than before, emanating from the TV. Scully froze, mid-stroke, when the image her eyes saw was finally, sluggishly, relayed back to her brain. Her mind registered every inch of him, including the massive erection he was sporting, which was tenting the material of his black silk boxers in an impressive manner. Their eyes locked, and held. Mulder began to advance towards the bed where his partner lay, panties around one ankle, fingers buried in her folds. For some reason, she felt no shame, exactly, in fact, she felt nothing but the shock of seeing another person while engaged in this act. "Don't stop," he said softly, perching himself on the edge of the bed. Scully held his eyes for one beat, then a second. Not taking her gaze from his, her fingers began to move again, minutely at first, and then with more action. She could hear a rumble coming from deep in his chest something between a moan and a sigh. His face was as if an artist had painted it as an exercise in lust, with eyes half closed, his breathing shallow. She saw him drop his hand to his lap, and he gently grasped his erection through the cloth of his boxers and began to run his fingers in an slight up-down motion. Within seconds, Scully climaxed, still staring into her partners' eyes, hands slick from her arousal, breathing in deep gulps of air as if she felt she was close to death. Mulder's hand dropped from his own lap as she panted in an effort to recover, and he reached for her hand. "Oh Scully, he breathed. "You're so beautiful." A small smile worked its' way onto her face, but she said nothing, not knowing what there was to be said. This was a situation she had never thought to consider, it seemed she must be in a different, though parallel world, for something like this to occur. She didn't know whether to be angry at him, and give him a shot in the head for invading her privacy, or to grab him, climb on top of him, and ride like hell. Or something in between. He must have read her face, because Mulder smiled and looked down. Then his eyes rose to meet hers again and he slowly brought his hand to rest in the relatively safe and neutral place of her belly. The smile left his face, and he looked incredibly serious. "Do you mind?" Scully paused, trying to read his face. A thousand doubts flitted through her mind - the friendship; the partnership; the X-Files - would they be affected? How so? Should she? Shouldn't she? Was this some sort of one night thing, some sort of game to him, having heard (and she now knew he must have) what she had said to Marie that night at the stakeout? And as she peered into his deeply green eyes, she saw nothing but respect and care in them, along with the passion which was so obvious. She slowly shook her head in the negative. No, she didn't mind... The smile returned to his face. She dropped her eyes to the spectacle in his lap as he began to draw his palm up her body, and she shuddered with the ecstasy of the sensation. His hand slid up to where she had hiked her t-shirt, and he gently reached and pulled it up and over her head, she lifting her neck and shoulders off the bed for him and raising her arms to free the fabric from her body. She settled back down onto the pillows, drinking in the sight of him, his bare, muscled chest with its sparse hair; the broad expanse of his shoulders; the six-pack of his abdomen, the hard, intriguing evidence of his arousal. His hands had both reached her breasts, and were kneading them gently, thumbs brushing rhymically against the hard peaks of her nipples. When he bent to enclose one of them in his mouth, she gasped aloud, loving the quick flick of his tongue, wanting to beg him to suck, to nibble. Suddenly, Mulder released his hold on her breast, and leaned back to look at her. Scully stared in confusion. He held her eyes, looking vaguely troubled. "If at any point you feel uncomfortable, you want to slow down, or to stop, just say my name. My first name. And we can stop. Promise me that, Scully. I don't want this if you don't feel good about it." It seemed to her that he was almost pleading. She felt another rush of warmth for him, this good man, this beautiful man, this man she knew she loved. "I promise, Mulder." His face lit up, and his hands found her body again. But this time he brought his face to hers, and their lips touched, tentatively at first, and they drank each other in, gently exploring each other fully, barely able to breathe for the pleasure of it. Mulder pulled himself further onto the bed, to lie on his side next to her. He softly kissed her eyelids, forehead, chin, moving along her neck, pausing here and there to suck playfully. Scully had raised her hands to his chest, exploring the hard muscle she found there. Her fingers drifted to his nipples, tweaking them, and loving his gasp of pleasure. But then took her hands softly, and raised them above her head, holding them there. A grin came to his face, and after several seconds, he whispered, "Up here." She searched his eyes, and found nothing to fault, so she nodded in acceptance, wondering where this could go. Her memory of that conversation that he must have overheard came traipsing back into her conciousness, and something clicked. She guessed where this may have come from, and a fresh wave of pleasurable heat suffused her body. Could he... could he have heard...was he planning to fulfill the fantasy she had spoken of to Marie? His question concerning her trust in him returned to her, and she was now sure of her assessment. Did she really trust him to that extent? Would this, could this, do damage to their relationship? She must really trust him in this way, she said to herself, as he bent again to kiss and lick his way from her neck to her collarbone, and continuing on to return to her breasts. Her proof was in the responses of her feverish body, shuddering and tingling in explicit pleasure. The thought of her fantasy fulfilled with her partner, her closest friend, filled her with such intense heat and pining passion that she felt she might spontaneously combust. Now *that* would be an X-File. And how could something that felt so good, so right, so devoid of guilt, be harmful? As if he hard heard this internal monologue, Mulder glanced up from his current spot at her belly for a second, and, as he bent his head again to carving the path he was forming on her body, he mumbled something quietly, punctuating his words with a dart of his tongue into her navel. Scully opened her eyes to peer at him from her flushed face. "Mulder." She spoke his name as a question. He looked up again, and held her eyes longer this time. "I love you," he murmured, and bent again to his wonderful task. "So much. Trust me." She squeezed her eyes shut, and shivered all over. Oh God, she thought, such pleasure. Quickly, softly, he reached the spot where her body sprouted silken, curly auburn hair, and she hitched a breath in anticipation. He lingered there for several moments, each second passing for Scully in a blaze of erotic expectation. Finally, finding she could bear it no more, she found herself asking. "Please." He felt him smile against her. "What is it that you want?" she heard him ask. She could hardly stand it. "I want...I want...please..." she gasped, a tiny corner of her mind feeling vaguely embarrassed at the degree of need she heard in her own voice. "Tell me," he whispered, while lightly, teasingly, barely letting his finger make contact, ran his finger from the top of her slit to deep between her spread legs before returning his hand to her thigh. Her hips bucked violently in response, seeking more contact. A moan broke from her lips, cascading down her body to Mulder's ears, and she saw him grind his own hips hard into the bed. His moan quickly followed his. "Tell me," he repeated huskily. Scully hitched in a massive breath, and released it as she replied in a shaky whisper. "I want...I...touch me...lick...me... Mulder, please! I...need...you-Oh!" He had spread her folds wide, and was now lapping at her, in tiny flicking strokes, softly teasing her throbbing clit. She gasped, and heard something akin to a purr rising again in her own throat. Now his tongue drifted to her vaginal opening, and he probed gently, going as deep as he could, as his fingers continued the stimulation on her clitorus. Then, changing his body's position slightly to directly between her legs, he raised his head to take in the flushed beauty of her face, as his middle finger, replacing his tongue, plunged deep inside her. Holding her gaze, his face flushed and slack with lust, he slowly withdrew his finger. She whimpered as she felt it leave her, and whimpered again as he raised his finger to his below his nose, sniffing softly, closing his eyes in ecstasy. He then put the finger in his mouth, sucking her juices off it, obviously relishing the action. He then returned his hand to her folds, this time inserting two, then three fingers into her cunt. His thumb circled her clit endlessly, steadily speeding her towards another orgasm. Scully's body was undulating with pleasure, her hips flexing rhythmically, her back arched, her breasts flushed and nipples erect. Her hands had crept without her knowing to her sides, when she noticed them, she had to restrain herself from reaching to caress his head, to obey what he had asked of her. But she forgot her hands as her climax fast approached. Mulder again raised his head to watch her come, his thumb taking over the work on her clit, his fingers pounding relentlessly in and out of her. Her orgasm was like an explosion, suffusing her body and mind. "Oh...God...Mul...Muld...ah...Mulder!" she cried, somewhere aware of the length of hardness he was thrusting, grinding fervently into her leg, and this awareness of him brought an extra flavor to her bliss. He slowed his hand, still sliding his fingers in and out of her as she rode the aftershocks of her climax, her body shuddering head to toe. When she had stilled, breathing steadily again, she opened her eyes to his smile. She watched him slide down to stand up at the end of the bed, and saw him beckon to her with his finger. "We're not done yet, Scully." She felt a grin playing with her lips as she slid down to the end of the bed. Thank God, she thought, I could do this forever. He stood looking down at her as she placed her hands on hips, just above the silken waistline of his boxers. She glanced up at him, silently asking him for directions. At this point, she was actually hoping that he *had* heard her fantasy that night. God...might it happen? He smiled wider at her unspoken question. "Yeah, take them off Scully." Slowly, gently, she peeled the black fabric off him, freeing his erection, which was close to vertical, the ridge of his flared head only an inch or two from the hair that trailed down his abdomen. "Oh, Mulder..." she breathed. He was uncircumcised, though his foreskin had slipped back, exposing the head almost fully. A translucent bead of fluid leaked from the top. She carefully freed his legs of the garment, and he lifted each foot in turn to aid her. He placed his hands on her shoulders, and she reached for him with both hands, gently encircling his penis. She saw his eyes squeeze shut for an instant as a low groan issued from his mouth, and she watched him take between his teeth his plump lower lip, to bite and then release again. She focused again on his cock, letting her fingers glide over it, smiling as she heard him gasp. While maintaining her languorous movements with one hand, the other she let drop to his balls, lifting them, testing their weight and texture. His cock twitched in her hand, and he pushed his hips towards her body. His hands gripped her shoulders, slowly working her muscles there, giving her a sort of massage as his body responded to her investigations. Both of her hands were now back on his erection, and she brought his foreskin up to cover his head again and then pulled it back uncovering the slick, red surface. He was now pushing himself rhythmically into her hands. His voice, sounding choked and husky, drifted down to her. "Put it in your mouth." Scully felt heat flood her pelvic region again, and felt fresh wetness between her legs. Oh, God, she thought, does that ever turn me on...He knows, he must know.... She bent to him, and flicked out her tongue first, catching up the bead of pre-cum at his opening, testing the flavour, and finding it pleasurable. She then engulfed only his wide, flared head, letting her tongue swirl around it, enjoying the gasp that came from him. She then took in as much of him as she could, which was not to to much, due to his size. God, she loved the taste of him, smokey and musky, and just incredibly *male*. She wrapped her hand around the base of his shaft and started to bob her head, sucking as she withdrew, and swirling her tongue around his shaft as she took him in again and again.Her free hand alternated between fondling his testicles and dropping to her lap to touch herself, finding the wetness there fresh and total as she stroked. As she had hoped, his hands soon left her shoulders to reassign themselves into her hair on the sides of her head. He did not pull her onto him, but gently guided her, showing her the rhythm that most pleased him. "Gorgeous," she heard him breathe from above her. He moaned again, and then his hand dropped to below her chin and he gently lifted her head. "Scully? Gotta stop. I'm not gonna last. I wanna be inside you when I come." She pulled back and looked up to see him gazing down at her, a huge smile on his face. She moaned at the thought. He pulled her to her feet, turned them around, and sat down on the bed himself. Then he took her hips in his hands. He stared fixedly at the triangle of curls and the juncture of her thighs, and placed a kiss there. He then gently turned her around, her back to him. "Sit," he murmured. She turned slightly to try to look at him, but he stilled her. "Trust me." So she sat on his naked lap, and he pulled her back against him, so she could feel the hard length of his cock pressing into her the small of her back. She rested her head on his shoulder, her head beside his. "Spread your legs." She spread them, and his knees came up between them, spreading her wider, exposing her to the air. His hand snaked around her waist and slid down her body, finding her heat radiating out for him, her labia slick with her juices. "Oh God, Mulder." she rasped, as he ran his finger down either side of her clitoris, just barely touching it on its way up and down. After a few moments of this teasing rewarded him with another gush of her fluid, which had now slicked his legs due to the grinding motions of her hips, he slipped his hand away to her hips. "Sit up a bit." She heard his breath, hot and heavy, in her ear. She raised herself up a bit and his hand went to grasp his penis. "Now, sit." And when she lowered herself, it was to be impaled on his engorged cock. At first he just allowed her to take in his head, and he supported the rest of her weight. She was thankful for this, as he was the largest she'd ever seen, and it had been a long time. She at first felt like she was being ripped in half, but soon felt the walls of her cunt adjusting to take him. After several moments he took her hips in both hands and drew her down on himself, slowly, allowing her body to stretch to accommodate him. She took him in almost fully, his penis pressing hard against her cervix. "Oh...Mulder...oh...God.." Mulder groaned from behind her. "Look at us, Scully. Look in the mirror. Look at us...Oh God, Scully, you're so hot..." At first she didn't know what he meant, but when she opened her eyes, she noticed what she hadn't noticed before, namely that at the end of the bed, not three feet from where they sat, was the only mirror the hotel room had, a large mirror, placed low over a small vanity table. She saw their reflection, could see herself on Mulder's lap, and Mulder's face beside hers', watching her watch them in the dim light. His eyes were half closed, his face was flushed, his mouth was slightly open. She had never seen such lust in a man. She could see where they were joined, saw where his cock disappeared into her, and she thought she would die from pleasure. Mulder's hand was again at her clit, stroking it, flicking it, driving her crazy, and he was moving his hips now, pushing deeply into her, and watching with her as his cock went deeper, shallower and then deeper again into her depths. She began to use her hands for leverage to lift herself up and down and she slid easily along his length. "You're so tight," he said through clenched teeth, "you feel so damn good, Scully!" His fingers at the center of her pleasure moved faster, and she once again approached orgasm. She shot over the edge screaming his name, the muscles in her cunt contracting, clenching at him rhythmically. Before the waves of her climax even began to abate, Mulder was in action. He picked them up, still joined, turned around, and set her on her hands and knees on the bed, at an angle where they could watch themselves from the side in the mirror. He paused for a moment, to savour the last contractions of her vaginal muscles around his cock, pulling her hips back to take him in completely. A beat, two, of that wonderful fullness, and then he began to move, thrusting deeply into her faster and faster until he was pounding at her savagely. She turned her head to see the mirror, and watched them together with lidded eyes. Fuck, this felt good. He was just drilling into her, and she had come so many times. Her ass slapped wetly against him with each of his thrusts, and she could feel his testicles slamming against her as he worked her. Mulder began to grunt with every thrust and she knew he must be close. She clenched, hard, several times, and she saw his face contort into an almost painful expression in the mirror and he buried himself deeply into her. "..ohgodscullyloveyouloveyouloveyou..." He collapsed over her back for only a few seconds before pulling out of her probably for fear of his weight crushing her, as she was so tiny compared to him. He fell on the bed in a heap beside her, spent. He gathered her to him and nuzzled her hair gently. She felt his semen begin to trickle out of her, down her leg, and heaved a great sigh of satisfaction. Well that, she thought, is one to cross off my life's "to do" list. She returned to the moment at hand. He had gathered her up against his chest, and she could hear his heart beating, hear it as it recovered from their activity. "Mulder," she said quietly. "Hmm?" "I love you too." She felt his muscles tense, and then, just as quickly, relax. He responded in a whisper. "God, I was hoping so." She smiled against him. "Thanks." the end ********************************************************************** Okay. Remember, this is my first try at this, so be gentle. Comments to Berkeley@vif.com